...soo...

the holidays are coming...

and i'm soo freaking happy and soo freaking depressed at the same time o~o

why i should be sad:
~houses already have christmas lights up
*ugh...seriously...what do people have against Thanksgiving!!! I love Thanksgiving with a passion of a firey sun...and it's not just because of the glorious fooooooood!!! my family doesn't really get together as a family very often...and when we do all they do is gossip about whoever isn't there...but Thanksgiving and Christmas seem to be severly different! They don't bother to dump all their problems on each other, why dish out gossip when your mouth is full of the greatest gravey, mashed potatohs, turkey, homemade strawberry jam, fresh rolls, corn, beats, gahhhh....

~i'm jobless
*this one stings alot...Karma is kinda biotch slapping me in the face for this one i used to make fun of my friend who went 2 YEARS without a job...n now i can't seem to find one and he's all content with his steady job :immadplz: ugh...it sucks not having money!!! particulary when the hollidays are coming up and i have NO money!!!

~my best friend will be leaving me for 2 years
*sad...but i'm slowly....SLOOOOOOOOOWLY getting over this one:iconblush--plz


why i should be estatic:
~i LOVE this time of year
*pretty much summed it up why up there

~Assassin's Creed 2 comes out
*and i had enough moneys to pre-order it